Sleepless Nights

Accidental they said. Gone long before the sun rose its rays onto the bone chilling morning. Weeks before. Throwing the gallons of glass to the trash man. Jim was always his favorite. Watching the smoke rise from the cigarettes. Dump the remains from the sleepless night before. Only to find it full again.  Had it […]

Sleepless Nights

Accidental they said. Gone long before the sun rose its rays onto the bone chilling morning. Weeks before. Throwing the gallons of glass to the trash man. Jim was always his favorite. Watching the smoke rise from the cigarettes. Dump the remains from the sleepless night before. Only to find it full again.  Had it […]

Sinking…sinking…

I have come to the realization that I am indeed sinking again. I tried my hardest to ignore the self harm thoughts knock  knocking in my brain.  Telling myself to just keep moving forward; ignoring the intrusive thoughts. But a few well placed words from my parents this past week and I feel that downward […]

“Frankly dear, I don’t give a damn.” and other things depression says…

She was sweet and innocent.  Came in after school; excited for the 3 day weekend.  Told me how she had talked to the boy who is taking her to homecoming and a different boy called her pretty today. Today was a good day.  Lower levels of self doubt and self consciousness in my child make […]