Sinking…sinking…

I have come to the realization that I am indeed sinking again. I tried my hardest to ignore the self harm thoughts knock  knocking in my brain.  Telling myself to just keep moving forward; ignoring the intrusive thoughts. But a few well placed words from my parents this past week and I feel that downward […]

“Frankly dear, I don’t give a damn.” and other things depression says…

She was sweet and innocent.  Came in after school; excited for the 3 day weekend.  Told me how she had talked to the boy who is taking her to homecoming and a different boy called her pretty today. Today was a good day.  Lower levels of self doubt and self consciousness in my child make […]

Just in: Fat kid gets picked last again.

Spoiler Alert!!!  #Project Runway  If you haven’t watched tonight’s episode, you probably should before reading this. I have been obese since I was a small child.  My Kindergarten photo shows me well over weight; double chin to boot.  I can honestly say that nature and nurture had everything to do with starting me on the […]