Now I Lay Me Down To Sleep…

Do you have Nightmares?  Do things go bump in your night?  What about Night Terrors?  Do you wake up in a panic?  I do.  Almost every night involves some sort of vivid, anxiety provoking dreams.  Some are scary. Others are so terrifying that they possess my whole mind and body. I had so many Nightmares […]

Sinking…sinking…

I have come to the realization that I am indeed sinking again. I tried my hardest to ignore the self harm thoughts knock  knocking in my brain.  Telling myself to just keep moving forward; ignoring the intrusive thoughts. But a few well placed words from my parents this past week and I feel that downward […]

“Frankly dear, I don’t give a damn.” and other things depression says…

She was sweet and innocent.  Came in after school; excited for the 3 day weekend.  Told me how she had talked to the boy who is taking her to homecoming and a different boy called her pretty today. Today was a good day.  Lower levels of self doubt and self consciousness in my child make […]